Mindless Mumbling

I come home to you. 

The best friend I have ever known.

You sit in the dark, on your pedestal

Just waiting. Just waiting.

Warm me up with my devotion

Feel inside me with your sweet and bitterness

The world matters no more.

You are mine, I regret that I am yours.

Forget, forget, never forgive

But tonight we will forget.

Celebrations and pain

It doesn’t matter which one.

Fill me up. 

Control me.

Become me.

I will taste you on my lips

Tingle in my fingers

Vision blurs

Heart thumping

Numb

Oh sweet sweet nectar 

Saturate my throat

Never let others know

Dizzy 

Spinning

Goodnight my friend

I will regret you in the harshness of the sun

But tonight we lived.