Last night was a binge.
Like a major binge.
I'm talking a large pizza, packet of marshmallows, 8 caramel koalas, 5 brownies, and a shit to more.
How did I fuck up this bad?
Yet this morning I weighed less… Must be water weight I know.
So if I could stop fucking up and get to 50kg that would be great.
Sunday, 14 December 2014
Tuesday, 9 December 2014
Fired
He's done it. He has finally done it.
My manager fired me on Monday.
No reason. No explanation. No fucks given.
The place is owned by a celebrity chef, and I am so tempted to go to a media outlet and let them know all the illegal shit that goes on there. Just to cause a major shit storm for this manager.
Of course I won't because, besides him, I love everyone there so much. They are a great bunch of misfits. So many good nights of drinking with those guys. I'm going to miss them so much.
So fuck you! I'm going to be the bigger person here and not stir up all the shit. But know that I have two fingers in the air right now. Fuck you mate. Fuck you.
My manager fired me on Monday.
No reason. No explanation. No fucks given.
The place is owned by a celebrity chef, and I am so tempted to go to a media outlet and let them know all the illegal shit that goes on there. Just to cause a major shit storm for this manager.
Of course I won't because, besides him, I love everyone there so much. They are a great bunch of misfits. So many good nights of drinking with those guys. I'm going to miss them so much.
So fuck you! I'm going to be the bigger person here and not stir up all the shit. But know that I have two fingers in the air right now. Fuck you mate. Fuck you.
Sunday, 7 December 2014
Humiliated
My boss came up to me today and laughed in my face.
"You're shit at coffee. Garry hates your coffee. Your coffee is shit!" Cue laughing.
Normally I deal with this shit pretty well and just brush it off. Not today. It's been a week of him laughing in my face and telling me how shit I am at life.
I couldn't do it today. I just couldn't. I fucked straight out of there. One of the other managers came out and asked me what was wrong and I just told him to fire me. I couldn't handle it any more. I can't. I just can't.
Of course I'll be there again tomorrow, because I'm chicken shit.
In the end nothing ever changes.
Maybe that's my problem. I'm too scared to change anything.
Actually fuck that. The problem is my dick head boss.
Yep.
"You're shit at coffee. Garry hates your coffee. Your coffee is shit!" Cue laughing.
Normally I deal with this shit pretty well and just brush it off. Not today. It's been a week of him laughing in my face and telling me how shit I am at life.
I couldn't do it today. I just couldn't. I fucked straight out of there. One of the other managers came out and asked me what was wrong and I just told him to fire me. I couldn't handle it any more. I can't. I just can't.
Of course I'll be there again tomorrow, because I'm chicken shit.
In the end nothing ever changes.
Maybe that's my problem. I'm too scared to change anything.
Actually fuck that. The problem is my dick head boss.
Yep.
Wednesday, 3 December 2014
One week, 100%
One week, 100% commitment.
This week I only ordered lunch and dinner meals. Roughly 800 calories per day.
I know that's a large number for restricting, but it's more achievable than the standard 200-500.
My limit for the next 7 days is 910 calories, meaning a weight loss of 0.1kg per day.
I've finished my food for today and all up it comes to 787 calories. Again, it's not low, but it is not bad. In fact I am kind of proud I guess.
Cheers to skinny bitches.
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